under my skin

I don't know who lives inside my skin
Perhaps a virtuous woman, or a creepy crying baby
Perhaps a joker, who knows an evil queen.
I only know that somehow it doesn't belong to me.

I've been eating my nails
scratching my skin as i have any rash
I've been lost my sleep and running in tails in my thoughts
I know where I am but I don't know why
I just feel I don't belong to this skin

I built edges and made my own fortress
I used to be safe and untouched for my whole life
I was warm but alone
On a repent let the walls fall and bury these fairys
Smash these tales, i need to feel myself alive

I've crossed the limits
i tasted the bittest tears and stongest pains
I had who held my hand and help me with the bandages
I lost my virtues and my sanity
I can see all clear now
But I don't belong to my skin anymore

There's a unleashed monster inside
I cant believe my senses because feels like nothing belongs to me
I'm away now
I just don't belong to this skin

I've made my rules, and sometimes seems it is so wrong
i never belonged to nowhere, but now not even my skin is my shelter
I can't recognize who i face at the mirror
What have i done?